There’s not a day that goes by where I don’t think about you and wish I could tell you about my day. The boys are becoming more like you every day..Thomas looks like you and they both have your stubborn nature but are as kind as you are. I have met someone else..his name is Ryan I think you would like him but I still cry for you and miss you more than words. You were my best friend in the whole world and I still want to tell you funny things that happen or get some reassurance from you that I’m doing the right thing for the boys. Two years on and I’m only just starting to grieve for you..my counsellor is helping me with that. I just want you to know if you are looking down on us that you are loved beyond words and we will keep talking about you to keep you alive in our hearts. Love you to the moon and back always xx

Love and miss you every single day ❤️❤️❤️❤️ You are and always will be in my heart in my head and in my conversation love you ❤️❤️❤️

TO MY YOUNGER BROTHER STEVEN. YOU GREW YOUR WINGS TO FLY, BUT I WILL NOT SAY GOODBYE! MY TEARS FLOW HARD WHEN I CRY, AND QUESTIONS REMAIN UNANSWERED LIKE WHY? THEY DECIDED YOU WHERE DONE, AND TOOK YOU THROUGH THE SUN. BUT I KNOW YOU SHOULD HAVE REMAINED, AS IT LEAVES SO MANY PAINED. I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN ONE DAY, BUT I WISH THEY WOULD HAVE LET YOU STAY. INSTEAD I WILL KEEP YOU ALIVE INSIDE, THERE IS NO NEED TO HIDE. I LOVE YOU BROTHER WITH ALL MY HEART, AND WILL REMAIN THERE TILL WE MAKE A NEW START. I WILL NOT SAY GOODBYE, BECAUSE THAT WILL MAKE ME CRY! There is so much I wish to say I think about you every day I miss your laugh I miss your smile Neither lost nor forgotten I imagine them often. It doesn't seem real that you're not around I still look for you but you can’t be found I'll never forget on the 1st of may As tears fill my eyes, wishing you could stay I found myself looking for you But now all I feel is sick and blue.