There’s not a day that goes by where I don’t think about you and wish I could tell you about my day. The boys are becoming more like you every day..Thomas looks like you and they both have your stubborn nature but are as kind as you are. I have met someone else..his name is Ryan I think you would like him but I still cry for you and miss you more than words. You were my best friend in the whole world and I still want to tell you funny things that happen or get some reassurance from you that I’m doing the right thing for the boys. Two years on and I’m only just starting to grieve for you..my counsellor is helping me with that. I just want you to know if you are looking down on us that you are loved beyond words and we will keep talking about you to keep you alive in our hearts. Love you to the moon and back always xx