TO MY YOUNGER BROTHER STEVEN.
YOU GREW YOUR WINGS TO FLY, BUT I WILL NOT SAY GOODBYE! MY TEARS FLOW HARD WHEN I CRY, AND QUESTIONS REMAIN UNANSWERED LIKE WHY?
THEY DECIDED YOU WHERE DONE, AND TOOK YOU THROUGH THE SUN. BUT I KNOW YOU SHOULD HAVE REMAINED, AS IT LEAVES SO MANY PAINED.
I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN ONE DAY, BUT I WISH THEY WOULD HAVE LET YOU STAY. INSTEAD I WILL KEEP YOU ALIVE INSIDE, THERE IS NO NEED TO HIDE.
I LOVE YOU BROTHER WITH ALL MY HEART, AND WILL REMAIN THERE TILL WE MAKE A NEW START. I WILL NOT SAY GOODBYE, BECAUSE THAT WILL MAKE ME CRY!
There is so much I wish to say
I think about you every day
I miss your laugh
I miss your smile
Neither lost nor forgotten
I imagine them often.
It doesn't seem real that you're not around
I still look for you but you can’t be found
I'll never forget on the 1st of may
As tears fill my eyes, wishing you could stay
I found myself looking for you
But now all I feel is sick and blue.
Hayley
20th June 2019